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Sex Therapy 101: Rolling in the “Deep”

Keeping this one a little shorter than normal. I know you guys have some serious wrapping to do! (As do I!)

Rolling in the “Deep”

Going “deep” in relationships can be like the revenge lyrics in Adele’s song, Rolling in the Deep. Ugly. Angry. Heavy. Yet we have some serious fantasies about going “deep” in our important relationships. We think that our intimacy problems can be solved by going deep. We think that if our spouses would just go deep, our marital difficulties will go away. And so we pursue the deep, dark, corners and crevices of our spouse’s minds and hearts. Or we wish they would pursue ours. We seek out sex therapy or marriage counseling hoping the therapist will help us go “deep”—or at least our spouses.

An Emotional Bloodletting

But what do we really mean by going “deep?” I think in my field it often means a kind of emotional bloodletting. If we can just get them to cry…They’ll release the stuff they’ve been holding onto for so long…They’ll open up…They’ll be able to be intimate. And, surely enough, sometimes when people finally cry, they open up. They have a release. And this can lead to a few days, weeks, and rarely—but sometimes—months of greater openness in the relationship where marriage difficulties once ran rampant.

I love it when it happens in a session with a couple that hasn’t talked to each other in a very long time. I’m glad for the relief they feel in that moment. But I’m also keenly aware that this is not the end, and it’s barely a beginning for them, if at all. Because the work that gets folks to long term happiness and stability isn’t something that happens in an emotional moment in a marriage counseling session. It isn’t about going deep. It’s about a slow opening. An emergence. That takes place over years and years of thought and observation.

Getting Open vs. Going Deep

The work that gets folks to long term happiness and stability (and a better sex life!) is sober work. Perhaps you think I’m just mincing words, but I think there is a big difference between the emotional process of going deep and the emotional and intellectual process of learning to be open. Deep is emotional. Open is emotional AND intellectual. Deep entangles your spouse. Open sets them (and you) free. Deep often entails begging. Open entails including.

older couple hugging

Rolling in the Sheets

Do you wish you were rolling in the sheets with your beloved? Consider giving up your efforts to get them to go deep with you. Getting connected isn’t about an emotional release. Slow and steady wins the race. Slow, methodical, purposeful step-after-step. Your own opening is what’s important here. Your own relaxation. Your own focused, peaceful, beautifully emotional, and thoughtful opening. Oh, and don’t forget to laugh along the way. A little laughter at your own expense goes a very long way.


Stay tuned for the first blog series of 2018 on Women and Leadership. I can’t wait to start writing!

Sex Therapy 101: You Cannot Force A Change

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Serving couples in Roswell and the surrounding areas for 20 years.

Part 5 in a 6-Part Series

I’m on my soapbox again. But I know you guys like that, so here goes. No matter how much conventional sex therapy and marriage counseling try, it cannot open up the marital box, then shove in all the stuff-you’re-supposed-to-do-to-be-happy-together and expect to resolve a lack of intimacy or any other common relationship problem. You can’t insert a communication technique, a good-behavior-checklist, a step-by-step guide, or even regular sex and expect to bypass the emotional processes set forth by God, Yaweh, Allah, The Great Spirit, or the God of Thunder.

Are there communication strategies that can be helpful? Yes. Are there known and well-researched behaviors associated with having a warm, happy marriage? Yes! Is regular sex associated with long term, stable marriages? Probably! But couples can’t just adopt these behaviors and expect to achieve some kind of resolution to the complex emotional and intellectual problems in marriage. We are not automatons. If your husband starts having sex with you, but doesn’t really want to, you haven’t resolved anything. If your wife agrees she needs to listen better, but isn’t really interested in hearing what you have to say (again), then you haven’t really resolved anything. You’ve put a Band-Aid on it. Good as it may feel, it’s just a Band-Aid…and could possibly…no, most likely…will make things worse in the long run.

There is an unfolding that must take place. There is a long, unmercifully slow, emerging that must take place. The emergence of a self. A self that knows a little something about what they value most. About what they are willing to go through to achieve their most important goals. About how to get centered when faced with an emotional challenge.

Learning to Think Emotional-Process

One of the reasons communication techniques don’t work is because they are linear, and problems in marriage are dynamic, non-linear, and constantly in motion. Something emotional is going on. Something instinctive. Something bigger than the two of you. It’s hard to see without stepping back far enough to observe the evolutionary ebb and flow of things.

Learning to think in terms of emotional process can help you step back far enough to see more fully. And, unless you see more fully (you, not your therapist, not your mother, or anyone else), you are going to be missing the mark. Your thinking has to change. The way you process things has to change. Thinking in terms of emotional process is like those posters that were popular in the 80’s where, once you stared at them long enough, an entire 3-D image would pop out from nowhere. Seeing the 3-D image is like seeing in terms of emotional process.

No matter how much we might want your marriage difficulties to be simple and straightforward, they are 3-D. And unless you can see the full picture, you will be shooting in the dark.

For example, an overly simplistic definition of a common relationship problem is something along the lines of my-spouse-is-too-needy/insecure when it comes to sex. With that 2-D definition, the 2-D solution is to be careful with them, be sensitive to their needs, and tip-toe around them when they are moody. As most of you know, this isn’t terribly successful! Why? Because both the definition of the problem and its solution are missing a 3-D perspective. A 3-D perspective would be that the two of you are stuck in a reactive pattern, one’s reactivity feeding upon the others. With this more dimensional definition, you have options. You can change your part…your own reactive part.

In some ways this is a relief. You only have to be responsible for your own emotions and not your spouse’s! Can you think of ways this would also be more challenging?

More on Emotional Process

Emotional process in relationships is most often automatic, instinctual, and beyond our clear awareness. It is associated with the parts of our brain we have in common with other mammals. Emotional process in relationships is hypothesized, by some really smart people, to be the reason our brains evolved to be as large and complex as they are. It takes some serious grey matter to live in the kinds of complex social and familial groups we live in.


We can get caught in any combination of the following four emotional process patterns: conflict, triangles, over-/under-functioning, and distance. By far, I think the emotional process pattern of distance is ultimately the most vexing for couples. It underlies all of the others. I’ve described it in blog posts over the years in various ways. It’s the perplexing question of how do two people connect openly with each other when anxiety and stress are chronic, as is the case for most humans? I think it has a lot to do with understanding space vs. distance.

As you reflect on these ideas, remember from the last post: The most important question isn’t what-do-I-do. It’s how-do-I-think about any given marital difficulty I’m facing? People do a lot better when they start thinking and stop worrying so much about doing.




Sex Therapy 101: I don’t know how to fix your sex life

My least favorite question from clients working in sex therapy is the what-do-I-do-now question, because the reality is I don’t know. I don’t know how to fix your sex life, and I don’t like not knowing. I rather enjoy feeling like I know everything, and this question just reminds me that I don’t. So what are people paying me for? Answer to follow shortly…Read on.

In the last 3 blog posts in this series on sex therapy, I talked about

In this fourth installment, I’d like you to consider another idea, the most important idea regarding the lack of intimacy in your marriage: Asking what-do-I-do-now is the worst possible question you can ask…either of me or of yourself or of your spouse (or of the internet).

Why? Because it’s an anxious question, and anxious questions lead to anxious answers. (And there’s not much that’s sexy about anxiety!)

Instead of worrying about what to do, consider reflecting on what-do-I-think. Why would thinking be the most important thing you can do right now?

Because thinking is often the last thing we do when our sex lives are lacking. Most of the time we react. We get busy, feverishly trying to change something that we don’t really understand. (Or maybe we’ve done enough of that so we withdraw and give up.) And these kinds of anxious “solutions” usually make things worse.

Intimacy issues seem to function as a force of evolution, demanding over and over again that we either keep reacting emotionally or we find a way to step back, settle down, and think through our problems with a little perspective. (This paragraph, by the way, is one of the thoughts people begin to reflect upon that changes their sex lives…the idea that there are forces larger than the two of you…the idea that you are part of evolution which is WAY bigger than you…the idea that stepping back—not withdrawing—is more important and more effective than any list of 10-things-you-can-do-right-now-to-improve-your-sex-life from Cosmo Magazine.)

I’m not talking about ruminating or overthinking. I’m talking about reflection. Reflection has a little wiggle room in it for curiosity and creativity and not-having-all-the-answers-while-having-faith-that-the-problem-isn’t-set-in-concrete.

Nowhere is this kind of thinking more powerful than in our most important relationships. A lack of intimacy in marriage pushes and shoves and manhandles us into defining ourselves, into living what we believe, into taking a leadership role (yes leadership), rather than getting lost in begging or fixing or giving up (more ideas here in this paragraph for you to consider).

What-do-I-do is an anxious question. How-do-I-think is a calmer question. So is what-do-I-observe and what-does-leadership-mean-when-it-comes-to-our-lack-of-intimacy and in-what-ways-am-I-a-leader-here and how-do-I-define-leadership-at-home and what-do-I-believe-about-what-makes-a-good-sex-life and what-is-my-spouse’s-answer-to-that-question and when-I-get-upset-about-our-lack-of-intimacy-what-happens-to-this-thinking?

Behind these questions, by the way, is the understanding that you have time to figure some things out. You can take it slowly.

The bottom line is I really don’t know how to fix your sex life. All I can do is help you think about it differently, help you stop running into the same old thought loops (which are really just emotional reactions) that get you nowhere.

So, what are people paying me for? They are paying me to help them think more clearly, objectively. What they decide to do with the thinking is, of course, up to them. But change comes when people stop with the anxious focus on what-do-I-do.

And in the end, if you really have to DO something, as my granny used to say (no, not really):